hmmm MFZ,i don't want to mention his real name bcs this isn't abt he,hmmm this is all abthow i felt nd what 'OUR RELATIONSHIP' meant to me.knw what i mean?okayyyyyyy!first,i didn't knw anything abt MFZ except i knew it from myspace nd by textingg with him day by dayy until
14MAC2010 :( act he thought that i was so pretty haha pityy him lh weyhh bt the truth is im to to to to to uglyy right MFZ?bt i really love him i want to be cutee,errr we just talk on through the phone nd textingg,meet?so-lah-JARANGGG mmm i really falling with MFZ idk why errr when im really really fall in love i felt like this whole world STOPPED!nothing else mattered,yaaa i knw its sound silly bt hmm that is i felt,ily MFZ!i doesn't believe thing such as being to younr or to naive to be in love,to me if you start fall in love thats it!just go on okayy MFZ is really really my CHARMINGGGGG nd i knew it rightt away.haha you should see my the smile on my face when i hung up the phone when MFZ calling :) hm bt actually,he is not myBOYFIEE we were BESTIEE yaaa myb bt seriusssly,i really really want him to be MINE lahhhhh wow seems like i wass so in love!yeahhh i do. do you knw what im talking abt?heee the love kind of love that can makes youu want to dance in the rain nd the kind of love that can make you smilinggg by yrself nd criny SUDDENLY :) haha it was so funny hmm i was in love,i had a lot to say abt it bt 14MAC2010 destroyyy evrythingg it so lah GRRRRR hm on that day at 9 somethingg i was on the phone with MFZ,mm he didn't talk to me as well as he did beforee im to upset lh weyhh :'(
then at 12pm somethingg i text him
m;imy
nd guess what he rply my texttt
f;imyt bbyyyyy :'(
whoahhhhh i was so-lah-bahagiaaaa haha he miss me tooo awwwwwww then
m;i nk hug you lh :'( sgtt sejukk ohh
f;mehh cepatt
m;ble eahhhh?hee you tnga bwat ap?
f;tk da ap,you i rasa lpas ni kita tk paya lh cntct da
WHAt-THE-PPFFFFTTTTT hmm what did he mean by"tk paya cntct da?"
goshhh i was so lh dissapointed that time,my heart beatingg so fastt :'( i feel nothingg im dyingg weyhh seriusssly,im felt like to cryingg bt mytearss dnt wnt to go outt haihhhh then after 5mnt i try to cooldown myselff then i rply
m;why?
f;jgn nk tnya i WHY!
m;then you nk i tnya siapaaaa?apekk sebelahh i ni?goshh!i hate when this damn hppn hmm,
f;hm.whatever
ohh MFZ how could you done this to me?:'( youu're INSANEEE ! youu cruel! mm then i rply with thousand hope that he'll symphatise at me bt urghhhhhh i said that im not goingg back fr threedays nd i ask hin that he really dnt want to care abt me bt errr he not rplyinggg :'(im very sad,angry,crazy at that time sumpahhhh i rasa mcm nk pergii jew dkt jln rayaaa sana to yg bykk kereta to kn so keretaaa bole lh langgar i then i mati you MFZ you can have yr supper dupper double BIG-BIG-BIG laughed,smile nd you can clapped yr hand :'( hmmmm heyy,this is the hardest ever in my life!my life felt like it had no ground to a halt.i can't live withouttt MFZ!MFZ.do you still remember what did you say to me,yr promise?'
'i kn ada utk youu'
'i promisee im tryin my best to be alwayss with youu babyyyy'
gosh!nd now,you leave me alone,no more MFZ in my life,you betrayyy yr promisee dear :'(i was alone! hmm my head was dizzy eyhhh act not my HEAD bt my HEARTTT hm you knw what when i love some one i love them with evrythingg in me bt when the love is not there anymoreeee what could i do?haaa?i realyy angry with you lh MFZ i try to hate youu lahhhh errr i reALLY WANT TO PUNNISH YOUU to get bck fr evrything for hurtingg me bt i was not a god!i can't do that.yaaa i hate bt i was not a HATER i won't let myselff hate anybodyy including you MFZ i should hate MFZ bt i don't nd idk why,MFZ im tryingg to keep all our memoriee in my heart :')
;soryyyy my eng to bad
