Its start when ppl asked me abt it. nd when they ask nd usikusikkk Im hve a bit weird, smtimes laugh bt always I dnt, im just gve them a fake of smile. Hm imma so tired nd smtimes I think that I just waste my time explain to them all abt it bsc diorangg mmg tk kn paham kot -.- . For me its a normal relationship. Just a friend, buddy.can you understand that?just a FRIEND nt more then that. Yeah la myb what they saw and heard,myb bg diorangg tk masuk akal kot then I said
“we’re just friend”
Myb some ppl can accept about bdk lelakii and bdk pmpn can be a friend. nd some ppl NOT. Okay, that one I can accept it. Bt why the ppl who can’t accept it, just ignore that relationship? Smtimes
I feel muak, nak muntah, meluat nd mcmmcmmm lagi lg lah kn if hve some people asking, talking abt how can bdklelaki nd bdkpmpn can be a friend ?Why?tk bole eah?siapaa yg nk maraaa? Aiyakkkkkkk!what to say,this ppl is so KETINGGALAN ZAMANN ni dah masuk zaman moden la bt your brain still in the past hah? eishhhh I’m so pity with this ppl. Some of my friends(in perliss lah) pelik nd they really cnt accept abt this.heyy whats wrong? They might think that there must be something between us
“awat aku tgok hampa rapat semacamm je.elehh hampa ni,ya kaa kawan?rapatt je,tk macam kawan pun,mesti hampaa kapell ni”(loghat org perlis)
Whatthepfttttttttt!hahahaaa kepala otakkk rapat skit kate cpl tah ap ap lahhhh nd I said
”ohh sorry im nt like you! Who will syok sendiri when some ‘bdklelaki’ starts close with you or talking to you, but actually nothing happens kn”
Aku knal species ni since when I’m moving to ths school(smv kangar) nd nw baru la aku tawu yg diorang ni adalah manusia yang ringan tulang and baik hati kot actually hahaa. If wanna say I hve bestiees from different gender, yeah! A lot kot!zahin,zeinal,hilal,faiz ohh yaa same gender too miya fatin myraB tyqa tyabasyeera syeera nd err manymoree lahh woooooo they are my action kamenn :) Bt nw diorangg semuaa kt kl except miya dia kt kedahh :”( (owh pet, im fuckingg miss both youu) I never forget them!nd till nw, they always takes care of me, always on-the-phne,texting,fb-inggg bt plg tak sukaa kena bebel dgn diorangg when I start talking abt mr F hohoooo from my past sch till now. Paling aku ingat, when my mr F dissapointingg me nd aku yg bodo ni plakk pegi buat kerja bodo dgn menelan berapa biji pil pun aku tk tahu nd seriuss aku sgt sgtt lemahh asekk muntahh,phewwwwww nasibb tk mati :) alhamdullilahh they helped me to get up bck. Until now, we still a bestfriend when I nd miya going bck to kl we hngout together sometimes,makanmakann(duit miya yg selalu habis haha) snappinggg (even it’s so tired with a weird pose) hahahaaaa and bla bla blaaa nd until nw we still help each other. Is it wrong? So, smtimes I think that different ppl with different life. Myb. What I’m said abt this myb bcs I hve bestie with different gender. (dnt be so jealousss) Fr me, they hve different ideas, opinions,cmmnts and bla bla blaa. nd mostly they speak out hahaaaa if they all ikhlas lah! So don’t judge or think smthing that you all don’t know what happens actually. Okayyyy ilove my action kamennn so-so-so deeplyyyyyyyyyy
